these things matter most:
How well did you love?
How fully did you live?
How deeply did you let go? - The Buddha (via spiritualmama)
Do justice to what you feel then. Do justice to what they make you feel, do justice to your own self-worth, fucking enjoy it not because you merely deserve it or don’t but because you let it happen to you and you must also let it take its way and trust me I know it’s hard especially when you’ve grown up thinking you could never keep something good or wholly deserve something good but don’t let the poison get hold of you. Let them inspire you, let them affect you, let them break your heart but for christ’s sake allow yourself the privilege to feel content and happy with something you had never imagined you’d come to feel and yet currently feel intensely. Mutual interest can’t ever be possible even if two people are passionately in love with each other. Always, always, someone will be weaker in this and consequently expect more out of themselves and subconsciously from the other person, make a mess of something which produces emotional conflict and is intense, generally freak the fuck out more easily…the thing is: Learn how to receive and don’t lose yourself in pointless self-pity. Do not hold back. Let loose and do full justice to what you feel.